Dearest Seatmate,

Thanks for being there especially when I’m out of my mind and I do weird and naughty things. Thank you for comforting and scolding me at the same time. Thank you for reminding me things that I almost forgot, like people, trust and friendships. Thank you for making me a whole lot new and better and happier after all those dramas.

A million billion trillion An infinite thanks to you and your words of wisdom. I love you! >:D<

05.01.13

Labor’s Day. Holiday. People were having the time of their lives. Hundreds of them were risking their lives, fighting for their longings for a higher salary or maybe more benefits. Thousands were battling with the heavy traffic. Millions were roaming around, going to places they think would make them feel good. Billions were just at home, cherishing every millisecond with their family, or just sleeping, eating just to have something to do with their lives.

Well, I am not one of those people. On that day, I decided to do something that made some people, and me myself, judge me. I did something that I would never wish to do again. And I swear.

I never thought that after all those years of controlling myself, I will still be that weak in front of that thing. Maybe it’s because I never knew the risks. All I see was that “fun” side of doing things. All I did was to live young, wild and free. I never realize that it would harm me and make me feel so bad about myself. 

After all that happened, I wish I learned. I knew that I did. I should know. Living once isn’t a reason for doing all the things you want. Living once teaches us to make right decisions in life and do things that we know we would never regret.